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u fit well with the hokkien peng there does not apply to me . I am nt really the social type even with normal ppl .
It's my pdoc who thinks P tagged hardly get called back . I do think i will be having ICT . He say it's hard for ppl like us to cope in ICT u dun even know what ppl or what environment it is .I have been posted out before prior to worstening of psychological problems , that's y he told me just endure 2 years then no more NS le .
He did write a letter for the MMI MO , maybe i give him .
This is real problem based on my coping abilities for the past few months , i think i should tell the MMI doc .
been worried abt that for sometime .
social is part of the reason esp with new ppl , i get very nervous for a long time ,
working is another 1 esp duty clerk . I have been standing in duties like siao .
but my stayout is perm so even ICT i stay out ?
night duties too .
Edited by goldevil 17 Jul `08, 7:36PM
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sorry , it asked abt reservist is because I have got tonnes of problems fitting into those hokkein soldiers environment (my ex unit tekong ), I am worried that reservist i might encounter lots of them .
I am also warded into SAF ward in my old unit .
this is a problem acknowledged by saf doc my pdoc .
I din really elaborate on that during the MMI session .
my new unit is finally OK but does nt mean reservist will be like that .
do have some problems with bathing all these . cant bathe without doors . tekong PS made me bathe alone at 11 , he help me guard the room .
I mean next time at my MMI review , i would tell and discuss with the SAF psy .
i really think this is a problem . the ICT thing .
and when i go to new places , i get very tensed . reservist all is strangers leh , I am worried because of all these .
and i only do simple office duties in my camp shred paper , cut paper , photocopy , fax m simple filing , parade state half of what normal clerks do , ICT ppl wont bother abt ur problems . they also wont know u are p tagged and ur history right ?
Edited by goldevil 16 Jul `08, 8:15PM
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but reservist no counselling , or see go MMI for review .
I am a p tagged personel , what should I do .
my pdoc is doubtful that i will be called back for reservist , he said most probably no .
i tot only PES E p tagged case then no reservist , I c9L9 only .
I told him we r on standyby for 5 years and he would nt listen . unless i am so lucky to be posted to holding list nt so lucky 1 ...............
he still say low chance will get ...........
E9 or E1 then wont ICT .
I was posted out when my symptoms worsten from storeman to a clerk .
what abt duration of ICT ?
Edited by goldevil 16 Jul `08, 7:50PM
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banned for causing burns under sunlight , many side effects also .
must stop 6 months then can enter NS.
if severe acne won't it be nice to keep on taking until like 30 to 40 ? can dont serve NS . burn a hole in pocket unless it's given by NSC which is cheaper , private clinic expensive .
the vitamin A compound cures acne by controlling oil secretion from oil glands if i am nt wrong .
Edited by goldevil 06 Jul `08, 3:22PM
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it's banned cos u might get burned exposing to sunlight .
also many side effects , but i asked mo he said it's sunlight .
have to stop 6 months before u can enlist .
use doxyclicline to treat ?
also gt other antibiotics ........
how many mg of accutane u taking ?
Edited by goldevil 27 Apr `08, 11:17AM
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breathing meditation trains both concentration and mindfulness .
9th jhana has insight , known as ceasation or nibbana .
actually concentration meditation is good also , is practising concentration to a level then moving to insight good ?
normal people have a busy mind so we have to gain some concentration power first . if ur mind wanders even when u r meditating with an object how to train insight ?
i may be wrong .
Edited by goldevil 25 Apr `08, 6:21PM
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